Khoes

She was too aware of what was going on around her and at the same time she never really knew what was going on around her. She kept herself imprisoned in her mind, hoping there was a way to free herself, but she had lost the key a while ago or she made herself belief that she couldn't get out because her self had somehow accepted that she was right where she needed to be.

Maybe if she could just shut out her thoughts, maybe if she could just turn down the volume or tune to another channel like she was listening to a vintage radio.. that would maybe help. But it was more than that.

She shut herself out and collapsed on the floor, allowing herself to just let go of everything and find peace that even she knew was almost impossible to find in a world that was forever busy and in chaos.